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I would really appreciate a response to what I am about to say.

So the AG records are trickling in, slowly after almost a year. Today I got the ones about my actual case—the ones that counted.

I just had a massive panic attack over my phone charger. It wasn’t working, and I needed to go out to the car to get my other one.

I took a day off from the book. I slept most of the day, so now I’m awake in the middle of the night. I have no structure. There is no god in my world. As the great Eric Cartman once said, “Whatever. I do what I want.”

Well, it’s done. Almost. It’s written, anyway. Somehow that happened. The manuscript is sitting at 462 pages, which feels less like “I wrote a book” and more like I accidentally built a legal doomsday device.

So {A} We meet again.

Good news. I did it. I made it out of the house today, but only barely. Didn’t go to urgent care, and my car decided that all the safety features have been disabled.

We now return to our regularly scheduled depression.

Unexpected developments have occurred, and I’m kinda excited.

I just got the call from my mom. Her dog died. He yelped and then had a massive seizure for about 20 minutes. She is hysterical and alone. I had to tell her not to put the dog in the freezer because we had an issue when Wuggie died. 6 a.m. on a Sunday.

I got to have lunch with my best friend today. She was in town for a medical conference she was speaking at and won an award. I’m so proud of her. She is the smartest person I’ve ever met.