Insanity
I had an unfortunate conversation with my dad. I was melting down last night. Forgive the rawness of whatever I say next, I just needed to write and have someone listen.
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Gordon Lightfoot
I’ve been very much in my own head today. The hip thing the kids are into these days is narcissistic gaslighting. Everyone’s a narcissist who gaslighted them. But there’s a difference between some asshole lying in a relationship and narcissistic abuse.
Delays and disbarments
I am pondering something I know very little about, but I think I figured out the delay in the disbarment process. It’s been driving me crazy because this is not the timeline I was initially given. Something must have changed, right? But what?
My surreal life
A political assassination. Okay, maybe that’s too strong—just another loudmouth getting shot in the political sphere. Way to make a martyr, motherfuckers. So here I am, watching a man die on repeat across social media. Welcome to the twenty-first century.
The Fine Line
There’s a fine line between having a healthy sex life and self-harm. Coping mechanisms we lean on, like sex, can sometimes hurt us emotionally and even physically. Where exactly is that line between emotional pleasure and emotional pain during sex?
Depression and purgatory
Yeah, so lawyerboy reunion isn’t happening. He isn’t interested. That should sting a little, but we never would have split up if we were good together, you know?
Covid, Toyotas, dead bitches, and wedding dresses
I have Covid, and I blame the government because I got it at my friend’s house. I went to over to his house to work because I didn’t have internet. Then he tested positive for Covid. Nevada gave me Covid. I’ve never had Covid before, and now I see what all the fuss was about.
LawyerBoy thought so too
Oh, this fucking ransomware thing here in Nevada has me shaken. In case it didn’t make national news: someone hacked the state of Nevada. No, like the whole fucking state system. Phones, websites, internal programs—the entire damn thing. Ransomware. It’s been going on since Monday, and I think every state office is still closed. Including the DMV, and people are freaking out about that.
Faith by itself
Today has been less than productive. That’s okay, I guess.
Math
Math gets a bad rap. I was on math team when I was a kid. I was the girl you gave money or weed to to borrow my graphing calculator because it had all the tests answers in it on a separate program the teacher never knew was there. I would tell them which ones to get wrong and how so we didn’t get caught. I was very high and had cash in high school. Thanks, math.
A Scholar and a Sinner
I have some very loyal readers. Because of my attention to the authorities surveilling me for retaliatory purposes, I have a lot of analytics running and I kind of watch everything. I try to stay ahead of the counterterrorism unit, which is shockingly easy to do so I’m a little concerned about public safety in Nevada in general.
Tentacle Porn
I talked to Brian 1 tonight. I am doing a custom guitar for him. Weed-themed Telecaster ‘69 Thin Line in emerald green. Reefer madness decoupage with velvet weed leaves and a built-in roach clip and dual humbuckers. It should be a beauty.
My Thoughts and Reflections
Through this blog, I aim to share my thoughts, reflections, and experiences as I navigate through this challenging time. I hope that my story can resonate with others who have gone through similar situations.
Seeking Support
If you or someone you know is going through a similar experience, remember that you are not alone. Reach out for help and support. Together, we can overcome.