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I had a bit of a panic attack. I’m actually concerned, deeply concerned for {A} of all people.

I am still worried about {S}. The ghosting is strong with this one. Or I’m just like super annoying. That’s a distinct possibility.

Okay, talked to {S}. He is trying the exchange first and talking to work about maybe getting enough hours to qualify, but Dr. {H} is adamant that he get seen ASAP. I’m trying to get him to let me come over tonight and take some pictures for her.

Well Stevie yelled at me. He wouldn’t respond all day. He just yelled and told me to stop texting. I’m kind of in tears.

I just sent a text. I had kind of written {S} off and frankly he doesn’t deserve it. But I wished him a happy sober birthday. I always remember every year for like the past 8 I think.

Ahhh what a lovely weekend. How was Maine? I hear it’s nice this time of year. You two are fucking idiots.

Today there is hope. I have a couple people putting out feelers for me for an attorney. LawyerBoy — I asked him to call in some favors — so he is trying to find some help. I’ve had complete strangers reach out. It’s been kind of awesome.

Something good happened. The Rock and Roll Lawyer came back. Men seem to find me way more attractive after I call them assholes and yell at them. I don’t know why that is.

I’m feeling bad for {D} again. I know I shouldn’t. He doesn’t deserve my empathy. God knows he has never treated me with any empathy.

Still living in the conundrum. Is it worth it? Do I keep going? I am right. I know I’m right. I know it’s the right thing to do. But they make doing the right thing so hard.