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Mirrors and reality

Okay, one more time, a little louder for those in the back: I don’t want your short, bald, disbarred, psychopathic, lying, cheating, womanizing, alcoholic, old, broke, piece-of-shit rapist of a used E-Class-driving pathetic excuse for a life partner who went to a state fucking school.

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Farewell Toxic Sludge

So Dave, I don’t know if you’re getting served with the protection from sexual assault order this weekend or next. They might serve you both together, but it will be Monday before Amy’s protection from stalking order goes out. They sent it to me right after the deadline. So, by the time I signed it, I was two minutes late. Oh well.

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Clinical

Well then. This has been interesting. I apparently chased off the one person who was really here supporting me. That shit blows because guess who was still here this morning.

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Do You Understand Now?

Okay then. {D} remembered to relay from work this morning to log in, eh? Congrats on remembering not to do shit from your work network, bro. Maybe I will get a memo from you next warning me of an impending regulatory crisis. Excellent work.

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Time to Call the Popo, I guess

It’s far too insulting for you to try to hide coming to my website. I see you, even when you come from DuckDuckGo. Shocking, I know. I see her too. I see both of you. Why?

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The Second Apocaversary

Happy Apocaversary everyone! Can you believe it’s been two years since I created a very serious and apparently expensive issue in the Government of the State of Nevada? I have always loved creating a minor ruckus amongst the government types. This one, of course, ended very badly for several people, and the majority of them were completely unintentional.

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Mexican Hat Dance

Well it certainly looks like the lovebirds are back from Mexico. Although I will admit I am a little hurt. I didn’t get a postcard or, like, a souvenir. I was hoping they would send me a Mexican fruit picker’s hat. But, {D}, those don’t exist, do they?

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Motives in tears

I recorded this for {D} around thanksgiving of 2024. This before the website and the bar complaint and all the crazy that has happened since. Before the suicide attempt. I just remembered I had done this and listened to it just now. It's 30 minutes long and I'm crying the whole time. I wanted him understand the emotion was real. Honestly I think it speaks pretty well to my motives.

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No One Listens

I am all legally atwitter as I just got my exemption from arbitration. Woot woot. Yay me. So now we don’t have to waste 6 months doing an arbitration that neither party will ever agree to. I just want to get this shit over with. I would hope they do too, and we can get to trial quickly. Or they are going to drag this shit out for the rest of our goddamn lives because they know that they are going to lose because their argument is, well, perjury.

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Crazy or Logical

I feel like I’m crazy, but not crazy at the moment. It has been nonstop, whatever, just talking to myself. I’ve been running through my life stories—the good, the bad, and the ugly.

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Mexico

I am not okay right now. It’s been a really rough week. I haven’t been okay since the midnight visit from our little friend.

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Rape Culture

I am about to go on a bit of a diatribe regarding the current judicial system and how it keeps us in rape culture and victim blaming. I have been talking to myself way too much and trying to kind of argue the case. I am actually getting a little concerned for myself, and frankly, I really need to get the fuck out of my house this weekend and be around some humans. I need to have a quick chat with {A} first about an audiogram and her chosen idiot.

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Research.

Okay guys. Thanks for the birthday wishes. You all fucking suck. None of you? Not one. You all fucking suck. And you fuckers took your time and thought about it. Like every one of you did that. All of you are assholes, and don’t be an asshole on my birthday.

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Birthday Wishlist

I have been in a mood. You have no idea. But our girl {A} over here took a deep dive into the archives today, and I couldn’t figure out what she was looking for. Then she pulled up my birthday post from last year.

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This One Goes to Eleven

I just filed a middle-of-the-night, can’t-sleep motion in the civil case. Oh dear, {D}, you are not bright and your lawyer is a brain-dead whore.

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Obsession

The bodybuilder thinks I’m obsessed. He told me I need to get past this. I need to do intensive trauma therapy. He was trying to be nice and caring, but I don’t need anyone else telling me to stop. I hear people when they say it.

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It’s okay, baby. I got you.

I was sitting here going through things in my head. I’m working on a new motion. I was thinking about court and just in a circle of thoughts—some angry, some bemused by the situation. My laptop was in front of me, and I had one of the analytics tabs open. Then it popped up with a new visitor.

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Never Change

Well, that caused a bit of a stir, eh? {D}, to whom in Vegas did you WhatsApp that to? You still on WhatsApp? Does the missus know? Do you still have it hidden on the phone inside a grouping named something innocuous? I certainly hope she doesn’t find out.

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Justice has a Budget

One tends to think of the Vermont EB-5 scandal and what happened later in Nevada as two separate stories. Vermont was Vermont. Nevada was Nevada. Different states. Different jobs. Different problems.

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Dossier

I am a historian. I am a researcher. I like to find things. It’s fun. It’s a game to play. I have a really high IQ and did fuck all with it.

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Snarky Email Thursday Part II

Well Damn, I spoke too soon. Snarky Email Thursday went down to the wire. 11:58pm. Sanctions would tires be worth it. this dumb bitch thinks I can monitor her child? What the fuck is even wrong with this whore? She cannot possibly be this dumb and also have the ability to breathe. I feel another arbitrator recusal coming on. 

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Music and Lyrics

arbitration hearing at 4pm. I'm in a mood. Getting my public records from DOI July 11.2026. I just asked them why they needed 30 days to get me what should be easily accessible public records.

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Relentlessness

Just FYI, if you didn’t notice, I sent you a countdown clock. Twenty years. That’s how long the statute of limitations is for rape in Nevada. That won’t be until you’re 78.

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Tune in Tomorrow

Tomorrow should have been the arbitration hearing. Of course, {D} cancelled it for a family emergency that he apparently knew about months in advance. How that qualifies as an emergency, I will never know. But hey, we lost the arbitrator anyway, and now we have a preliminary arbitration meeting on Wednesday instead.

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Private Insurance

This motherfucker is killing me. I have been on the phone all day and writing documents, and this bitch is not answering me again.

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All Boobs Are Good

{D} I say this for all the women of my hometown. Try to leave without raping anyone there. Just not in my state. We have real laws there, despite the rapist-in-chief.

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Back in the Day

I finally got a new phone after 6 years. iPhone 11 is gone. Well, no, it’s right here actually, but you know what I mean. I have a phone from this decade now. Yes, my dad bought it. Unfortunately, it’s pink. That’s okay. We will live to see another day.

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Daddy Dearest

My father has arrived for a visit. He isn’t well. He told me about it at dinner. Apparently, it has been several years, but he is just telling me now. Not sure why.

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Summertime

It’s noonish on Memorial Day. My mom is hospitalized. I just had to call to let them know she is an alcoholic and they need to watch her for withdrawal, and I begged them to give her a nicotine patch because she’s a runner and will pull her IV out and leave.

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All Dogs Go To Heaven

I actually had a fun whole time last night. It was Alice Cooper and Criss Angel. The acoustics in that theater were shit, and they made us lock up our phones. I normally don’t go to shows where they do that shit. I’m looking at you, Glenn Danzig.

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Seeking Support

If you or someone you know is going through a similar experience, remember that you are not alone. Reach out for help and support. Together, we can overcome.