Murder, suicide, Jesus and Physics
I have been suicidal basically my whole life. The last post might have been some clarity as to why. I just have been through too much and when it breaks me, I want out. sometimes it’s just an attempt not to wake up in the morning. Sometimes it’s just an is a matter of I just can’t anymore and it needs to be over immediately. I’m bad at it. I don’t know why I have done plenty of things that would kill a weaker person.