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I am having a really bad day. I had a really bad weekend. I don’t frown, never have except when I was married to Brian 2. It feels weird just a facial expression I am very much not used to. I’m always smiling, it’s my default. The frown feels weird.

First I want to say hello to my Carson City visitors. You’re back, I missed you guys. Social media dude for the Nevada AG gave me a number and told me to call. I left a message maybe you will get back to me, right? I’m not holding my breath. Then there is the matter of the Vermont State police creeping my page. Hey guys, what’s up? Did he really seriously try to somehow have me charged with something? Hilarious. I’ll take any charges you want to give. Have at it. But {D} is not identified and everything is redacted by the state of Nevada and I don’t identify him by name. Don’t know Vermont law but pretty sure this is 100% legal. But I’m not a lawyer.

I’m trying to get to where I said I was going to go but the words aren’t flowing.

A Tale of Two States. Here are my letters to the AG of Vt and the da/ag/police in Nevada. I'll start with the nice one:

I’ve decided before I can get to my recovery I should probably talk about the final dominos in my life before that night on video occurred. I think it needs to be understood to understand what happened and why I stayed with {D}.

It would appear that {D} is in fact no longer an employee of the state of Vermont. Letter are to be written by me to AGs across the country one a thank you and another a fuck you, do your fucking job. Take your guess as to which state gets which. 

So don’t have confirmation yet but I believe it it’s true. But I won’t say that with certainty until I hear it from the state.

I have yet to be able to confirm anything and I’m not sure what is happening.

I bought a necklace. Anyone who knows me knows that buying jewelry is kind of the norm for me. This necklace is different.

I’m thinking about it again. Today I am really pissed they just ignore me when I say anything about arresting {M}. They just act like I didn’t say it. I’m being raped in those videos and two men are perpetrating this crime on video and neither one can be charged.

There are five reasons of punishment. One of them is retribution. I keep saying that this is to protect others but that is only partially true because altruism is what it is. I do want him to pay a price for what he did to me. I do want him labeled and shunned by a society that cares about women. I want him to live with the guilt and the horror every single day of his life. Prison. That’s where creatures like him belong. Prison, where he would be left to count the days and count the grey hair while it grows. He would be away from women he could harm. He would be damned.