It would appear that Davey's side piece had something to say to me. The one analytic I caught it on doesn't show me what it says.

Hey there, Govie fucking Rats.

Well, the case wasn’t dismissed. That’s a thing, right? I just kind of said that it was my sexual assault case, they were told by the judge to work with me, I’ve gotten nothing. It was a sexual assault on video and involved a state official, and I want answers, and they will not respond to me. He said he would review it. They half-heartedly said it wasn’t served properly. I went to the dismissal hearing later in the day, and he said it was moot and he was going to review it.

I just sobbed while getting a pelvic exam. I walked into the room, saw the speculum, and burst into tears.

Hi again Govie fucking rats!

What a fucking weekend.

I seem to have upset the attorney general today.  The fusion center is a bit frantic and the police finally called me back. 

Well, I don’t know what the outcome is, but one way or another, the lawsuit is over for now, at least. I think we’ll have a hearing, but I really don’t know.

Government. It’s an interesting thing. It is there to protect you. Laws are there to protect you. You may disagree with some laws—I’m looking at you, Comstockery and vice—but overall, it maintains the civility of civilization.

I found Aaron Ford's personal state email address today. I wrote him a short personal note and cc'd the press. Like all of them. 

So the hospital was unpleasant. I got home a couple days ago. I left AMA because I went in because I was so isolated, but then, well, they isolated me because of the scabies that were no longer contagious and hadn’t been for days. The rash remains. It’s fading. Slowly. I had a really bad allergy to it and, well, ta-da, I ended up in isolation alone in a room with no sound, and they kept forgetting to give me food and water. I went like 18 hours, I think.

I just spent 4 hours on the phone with capital one. They found a cross ip to Vermont on my credit card payment? Looks like a mirrored phone?

If anyone needs me I'll be at the psych hospital again.  

I have two competing stories in my head. Three really because scabies, but I have two. One about me and one about Dave.

We never should have given women the right to vote. That’s all I’m saying.

I don’t even know how court went today. I told him I lost. They did too. Everything was denied.

Hunkering down for another weekend alone. LawyerBoy wants a weekend to himself. I’ve been spending the night there. A lot.

So I talked to NSP and they are talking to the FBI but I forgot I had written to the SEC a while back. Who knows. 

Welcome back, Dave. Nice to see you. I see you, brought Demon Spawn, and the Incredible Huck. Where is the missus? I guess I will see her tomorrow in court. Or not. They didn’t serve her.

Not to sound all hyperbolic, but I really think Dave was trying to kill me this week. I’m not saying it not wanted at this point. I’m not saying that.

I need help. 

My life is a never-ending nightmare, and sometimes it feels as though it will never end unless I figure out how to end it myself.