I’m here for it

Had a little chat with the popo today. NSP, they are good guys there. They’re trying. I think they want Dave in jail as much as I do.

Apparently they’ve been at it a few times on my rape. I’m not forcing anyone’s hand on getting it to a prosecutor. It’s just getting the fucking prosecutor.

That’s the holdup. Lawyers doing lawyer shit. Hell, I think there might be excessive use of force on Dave when they arrest him. That’s ironic given Dave used to defend the cops. And that’s without me. They don’t even like me.

The police recognize him for what he is. They can see through it. Most can’t. I didn’t. I’m still kind of shocked at the depths.

I mean, the rape. LawyerBoy said it best: “Stop excusing it by him being drunk. There is no amount of liquor that would make me do that to another human being.” That was just a violent, evil person who couldn’t hold up the facade due to intoxication.

Then there is this computer shit. Like, it is just cruel and kind of pathetic. In order to keep up the facade for everyone else, because he knew he would lose, he was tampering with evidence and almost pushed me to the brink of suicide. Make me look crazy. Again, I can be crazy all by myself. I do not need help in that department. 

He would have let me die to save his own ass.

That is just being a fucking pussy. That is all that is. Bitch fucking move. Man and face your consequences. If you're doing that shit, own it. You don't get to be the stand up guy when you do that on video. And Dave was dumb enough to do that on video. Violent and stupid, that's why prisons exist.  

I thought for a long time actually he was sorry for what he did to me. I thought he cared that he hurt me. He didn’t. Perjury, mind games, threats, legal posturing.

He could give a fuck who he hurts as long as he is okay in the end. Please, everyone, remember that when you deal with him. He will trample you and not think twice.

That’s why the police want him so badly they’re salivating. When I told them I had it in writing, under oath, that there was no consensual non-consent or pain agreement, that cop probably popped a boner.

His day will come. I’m here for it, and so are the popo. This is the world we live in now, where I’m voting for Republicans and on the same side as the popo. It’s a topsy-turvy world I live in now. Reality has shifted, and as long as I get to see him in handcuffs, I’m here for it, bitches.