If anyone needs me I'll be at the psych hospital again.
I can't take another day. Another rejection. Another night sobbing. Another night alone. I can't do it any more.
I sat up all night sobbing and wishing to god LawyerBoy had let me come over. So I could have used his gun to get it over with. I was trying to decide if the grass or the concrete would easier to clean. At least someone would find my body.
I felt bad to do it to him. He doesn't deserve it. He doesn't deserve to be the one the clean it up and call my kids.
I need help. This is the last try. If this doesn't work I have figure something out.
there has to be a more humane way to let people die. My life has no value to anyone at all. It never has. It never will.
the least Dave could have done is kill me and not let me die alone.
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