Pity

LawyerBoy and I had a fallout. I was really upset after writing the other day. After this weekend I thought thing had shifted. Turns out he just feels sorry for me and being around me is stressful. The one person in the world I thought I could depend on and I’m I am a chore.

I honestly can’t do any of this anymore. I can’t keep going. I don’t have a job. I don’t have anyone in my life. I don’t have any purpose. Like, I’m done with this shit. Will somebody please have put me put down like a dog. Now I don’t even have the options I had before for that.

I’ve really got nothing else to say. The world keeps turning and I can’t fucking get off of it no matter what I do.