Fuck You {D}

Fuck all of you

They’re letting him go on fucking vacation with family because it was family thing that. Came the fuck up.

Where you off to? Kid getting married! You and that fucking whore? Or are you off to Mexico to bang bitches.

You go on vacation and you move on with your life and in the meantime the people you have fucking destroyed just have to wait.It will July fucking fourth all over again. just have to wait for {D}  

you cock sucker  

Why the fuck. Didn’t you just kill me? It would have been kinder than the two fucking years I have lived through.

The only fucking thing I have left is the hope that hell exists so one day you get to feel like this. Forever and ever and ever and ever.

I ask again, why the fuck did it have to be me. Why? I was so good to you. You could have not. You already had someone who fucking liked it. You didn’t need to do that to me. You could have just let me go years before like fucking years. But no that wasn’t what you wanted.

You love hurting women and you just keep stomping on me. It’s never going to end is it?

I have to get a loan on my car to depose you. I can’t handle this lawsuit and I can’t let you go free and fucking disbarment didn’t even fucking happen.

I want to face you on the fucking stand. I want you to have to look me in the fucking eye. That is all I fucking want. If you’re going to fucking lie, you better have to feel whatever your little slimy assed soul can feel of shame and remorse and embarrassment.

And you my friend need to look in my eyes. You need to see what you did to me. The woman who was so good to you. You need to see. You need to have that in your head until every day for the rest of your life.

So hope you have a fabulous vacation and the family is as fake and full of shit as usual. I ll be crying that weekend because if just be another weekend where {D} and his fucking desires mean more than me.

Fuck you

and to those watching me melt down and never fucking reaching out or better yet those of you who could have fucking done something about it. Am I this much fun to slowly die? You get off on watching me get more and more hurt and more and more frustrated and more and more and more and you want your fucking drama and you don't fucking care what happens to me. Not any of tou. Slow motion death. I someone put me out of my misery please. Please. Please. Don't make me live like this anymore. 

I can't do this anymore.